Red Rum

May I take a moment as I plead. I pray you forgive me for my selfish greed. The life I live is never guaranteed. I've paved a path that seems to crumble beneath. Awake the day I smile in tears of grief. Depression rising yet, you don't notice me. I wish that you have found a better peace. I lay awake at night as I scream oh lordy please. Yet nothing comes besides a dreadful ease. A wondering mind of chaos drowning me. I pray that all this madness doesn't kill all my peace. It's not much left so I have to hide and seek. Reflect on life so I can rise from my deeds. A wishful thought but yet I still don't know where I'll be. And to the world that seems to cloud over me. Your too good for me.