Recurring Suffering

I was getting better, But wow, was I wrong, I made myself believe that I could stay strong, Through the gossip, the pain & sadness too, This feeling had been lost but came back way too soon. I feel numb, humiliated, stressed and confused, Right now I have no idea of what to do, Do I stay? Do I go? which way? I don't know. I'm tired of being tired, I'm tired of being hurt, I'm tired of people misjudging our worth. Why do they care, When we're doing no harm, Let us be in peace, What about that is so wrong. I thought I was better, But wow, was I wrong, I made myself believe that I could stay strong, Through the gossip, the pain and sadness too This feeling had been lost but came back way to soon We just want to be happy, Is that too much to ask When others are together It's like you put on a mask A mask that covers your eyes And blinds you from it all The mask becomes removed when you want to see us fall. You judge us for being happy, You judge us for being sad, You wish the worst for us, What did we do that's so bad I thought I was getting better But wow, was I wrong I made myself believe that I could stay strong Through the gossip, the pain & sadness too This feeling had been lost bu