Reciprocity

Finally. I let go of our friendship. As hard as it is Four years of memories. Not easy to forget. Your change thankfully did. Your replies came drier. what i say in calls werent as important as the reels. You still hang out with people who believed wrong things about me. Just because you couldnt let go of them. I still tried treating you the same as before. I really tried. But its hard giving my care and time. Knowing you wouldnt return it back. So i am letting you go. For the safety of my feelings. For me to finally get my life back. It doesnt matter if i lose this friendship. Because we werent really bestfriends in the first place. I thought we were , but you never acted as one. You were only there for the fun parts. I cant give someone a place they didnt earn. From now on. I will talk about what i want in my journal without fear of not being heard. I will open youtube and laugh at funny videos by myself. I will get gifts for myself that i know i will love. I will make a whole day for myself and do my skincare while watching my comfort series. Because i know i will never let myself down. I Will be there for myself when noone is. Because all i really needed was me. Thank you for helping me see that