REASONS

1: Theres so many hurtful things I've done, but isn't it better than if I were to run? 2: I have so much pain and don't know what to do, It's too much for me and I'm scared to tell you 3: Sometimes I want to hurt myself again, but you engraved into my brain that you would leave me then 4: Sometimes I'm really mean, but being angry is hard when that's not how I want to be seen 5: Sometimes I also don't want to be alive, I've had these thoughts since I was just 9 6: Theres so many things wrong that I struggle to fix, And all of the feelings seem to mix 7: I don't think I'm pretty enough, my body is tattered and some parts look pretty rough 8: Sometimes I struggle to remember what I ate, or even if I did, and it's always super late 9: I don't understand how I'm worthy to call you mine, when on my arm there's hundreds of lines 10: Theres something in my heart that I even I can't mend, but I'm hoping it will with all the vulnerable pictures I send