Realize why

They say that in time we'll realize why it has to be the way it is we were children back then time can and went and still I wonder when I'll understand why why do we grow old to die why do we try when we just fail why we try to fight the monster under the bed when the monster shows his self In the light why we say we'll sail the world some day just to be cared to try They say that in time we'll realize why our family is the way it is we were children back then time can and went and still I wonder when I'll understand Why didn't my family have a Christmas dinner family tradition why I gotta try to stay in touch with people who don't know my name why it feels like I gotta be a shame to say I love you why do I gotta ask what's father figure the random man my mom sleeps with who gave food to eat or my own father who cared about that white line They say that in time we'll realize why it has to be the way it is we were children back then time can and went and still I wonder when I'll understand why i still wonder why