Reality or a dream

I am really stuck between reality and dream. At this situation my only choice is to scream. Scream out the anger. As slowly the things are turning shady and this is because those people whom i loved are turning out to be moody they were the ones for whom i cared but now this care makes me scared. Ahhhh!!! What should i do now, I can only scream and just pray for it to turn out into a dream.