Rave to reverie

She was a girl full of rave , but life took a harsh turn and made her sedate , she now fakes happiness. She now feels listless, but deep within her, she wants to eradicate this feeling so once again, she tries hard to become full of rave . What made her rave is escaping, escaping into the ethereal world from the harsh reality of. This world was like a whimsy with no boundation but full of mellifluous of nature and happiness and languor. It feels that she doesn't belong to this world because she wants to create her own world. A world full of serendipity and euphoric feelings, unlike in this world where no one is really happy and Serendipity rarely happens. People have to fake happiness and euphoria. So when discussion is about delusion, about reverie, she fills with rave but after coming back to reality she again turns sedate.