rambling pt.1

When they come home I still feel alone Like a stranger in my skin Unable to let anyone in I've forgotten what it feels like to live I've given so much i forgot how to give I wanted to move till the day came And i realized i wanted things to remain the same Sure school was hell But i finally found people that would be there if i fell Or at least i had some good company But now what if no one talks to me I peobably sound like a loser But my nickname used to be bruiser I can't escape my past And it hasn't all been a blast But my future won't let me in Stuck in the inbetween unable to win And we don't really have any money right now But i'm gonna be a private school kid and don't know how To rich for the poor and to poor for the rich And to top it off the person in the mirror is calling me a bitch And i can't get over this feeling I'm bent over kneeling But keep forgetting to pray I'm trying to find my own way But it's getting me no where If i looked up i would find someone that would care But my eyes are shut At least no one will call me a slut I've opened them before but there's a visor on my head So my wrists turn red I've removed the visor to wipe my sweat But forget about how good it feels and...