Raindrops on the pain

1..2..3 I count the drops rolling down my cheeks It's feels like this has been going on for weeks But I can't help it I am still paining From all of the straining I am getting use to this pain And now my own tears has turned into rain Washing me of all the stains And even if I wanted to but there is no room for complains All I wanted was to be so kind Not knowing it would turn me blind Maybe I am to blame Because I will always remain the same