racing mind

The world suddenly stops But i do not For my mind keeps racing Back and forth Im pacing My hands are shaking Like my body is bare Lying out in the snow But i am not cold Im sweating Regretting The things that i said Where is my mind Its not in my head And now ive forgotten What i said Why am i worried Why am i scared I have no time to ponder The fears are growing stronger Day by day I slowly wither away Till theres nothing left But a head full of worries