R U CMN B4CK?

will there ever be another moment where i don't long to feel your lips against mine where I dont lay awaiting the warmth of your body against mine where I dont feel sad everytime you talk about your new lovers where I can live one day without being reminded of you it has been so long and here I am wasting precious time contemplating the never-ending brain teaser that is you I want out of this loop. I want to meet new people love new people without feeling as though I'm betraying you I might be waiting for you but you are not waiting for me so what am I really waiting for? nothing? you pulling me around like a dog on a leash? the floor is stained, where you left me you stole everything the air from my lungs the blood from my veins the life from my heart you grabbed everything that you could and you left my heart wasn't yours to take. have you kept it safe all this time?