“Quietly Losing Myself

i wanted to ask my parents They replied, “Are you really okay?” before deciding my forever. They fixed match to do marriage my hand's are shivering heart becoming heavy with tensions while my heart was still learning how to survive. Everyone saw a new beginning, but no one noticed how quietly I was breaking. I smile because I don’t know how to explain this heaviness without sounding ungrateful. I’m not afraid of marriage I’m afraid of losing myself and no one noticing. Some nights I cry silently, not because of pain alone, but because there is no one to hold my fears. I don’t want a perfect life, I just want a life where my emotions are not ignored.