Quiet

I am quiet and shy I wonder if anyone notices me. I pretend that I'm always happy, I feel alone and cowardly most of the time. I've been suffering with depression and anxiety since I was a kid. I feel like screaming inside and hoping someone will hear but none. I worry about what people think of me, I cry but no one hears me. I say I am fine but no one can hear silent screams. The quiet that filled me ,it's like a valley of shadow, I feel hurts over and over again I am too tired of this devil inside me. Could it ever be me? Could I ever feel that way? Can I just lay back and breathe? NO WAY TO PRESS PLAY. chase away this devil inside me Lord.