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why do I feel like the entire worlds out to get me? seems like no one wants to see you happy they rather see you down and depressed not wanting to be. what has our world come to? when the people you think are your friends and even your own family ar e the main ones that hurt you. sad as it may sound... this is so very true. I wasn't ment for this shit or will I ever be a shit ass person like any of you. I'm sorry my grandparents raised me to care about others not be a scum bag that only hurts and abuse. I sometimes wish I had no heart or emotions at all that way no longer for the lies and bullshit would I fall