Questioning

First time:  What just happened? Do I tell someone? What should I do? Is this normal? Second time:  I didn't say yes, did I? Did I signal it?  Why didn't I push her off? Will they believe me if I'm older than her? Third time: Why won’t he stop?  Why is he sending pictures? Why am I so terrified? Why can’t he take no for an answer? Every time: Was it my fault?