Pussywillows & a Daddy Longleg

I've been walking for some time. I Look up to the sky and wonder why ... Why do I always sink deeper into a downward spiral? Down to the earth and in a hole, Inside hollow, hungry and alone. Swallowed. I chew you completely and spit out the bone. Cancerous ... your nerves are simply salt, I boil them away to relive the guilt. To relive the hurt ... Pain ... Finger on the Trigger ... Bite the Bullet ... Drown the Crow ... Paralyzed ... Entombed