Pussywillows & a Daddy Longleg

I've been walking for some time. I look up to the sky and wonder why ... why do I always sink into a downward spiral? Down to the earth and in a hole, inside-hollow, hungry and alone. Swallowed ... I chew you completely and spit out the bone. Cancerous ... Your nerves are simply salt, I boil them away to relive the guilt! to relive the hurt ... Pain ... Finger on the trigger ... Bite the bullet ... Drown the crow ... Paralyzed ... Entombed