Purge

My head in the white ceramic bowl Toothbrush in hand Staring at my reflection in the water Scared but excited for what I have planned I'm brought back Its so loud in this room Everyone talking, eating I can't stop thinking about when I'll leave. I cant stop thinking about what I've aten. Can't stop thinking about my weight. I should have never looked at that scale 161 will be stuck in my head Along with 144 and 105