Puddle of Blood

I love you I do But do I love me? Do I love it when you Are so tired I feel alone Do I love it when I cant breath Because who could I ever love But him? I would do it all over For you I would stand there and let him Fuck my brains out Because you are so Incredible Amazing Beautiful Kind Smart So why do I hate So many things I hate that I feel The need to talk about Things you don't want shared I hate that I care about Things I don't think I should I hate that I can't Always be happy I want the pain I want to live in a world of suffering Till every thought leaves my mind Till I don't have enough energy To feel anything but the pain I want to die Leave this world behind Seek a new fortune For better or worse But you love me. Maybe you really always will Maybe you don't deserve that Even if I think I do Because I will never be enough For me or anyone else Or at least that's how it feels I want to give up But I can't Im strong right? But im not good enough I can't be the villain And can't save the innocent So I'm waiting For me or someone else to get the guts and the brains to save my fucking life While I wait I'll give you everything I have As well as the rest of the people I love Till I give