Psalms 56:4 (pt1)

it holds me captive it drowns me in its depth, becoming raptive it condemns me again and again and again, until I am adaptive it forces me into darkness, knowing that I'm not longer reactive until I am corrupted, until I am inactive I begin to sink, falling deeper I want to climb but it's looking steeper I try to fight but I only feel weaker I start to give up, accepting that I am sweaker until I remember what it is to be a believer "Cast all your anxiety on Him because he cares for you" I Depend on him, let him take over until I am renewed I remain still and allow his power to diminish All that it was my enemy tried to finish "Save me, O God, for the waters have come up to my neck" He is with me all the time, I will not fear, I will not fret "Lord, come quickly, Lord, to help me" He hasn't left, he remains forever beside me unwavering and cleft "Your word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path" I refuse to run away, I will not cower at its wrath "Yet I am always with you, you hold me by my right hand" So he restores my strength and brings me back to a stand