pro's&Con's of overthinking

Is it insane to refrain from screaming it out in vain? Doesn't that restriction stir up some conflictions that then make some depictions to become some predictions? ...because something just seems to be missing... Is there an intelligence in claiming what is irrelevant to be something made from malevolence? What if i speak? Then will i weep? or just stop on the speech that so needed to be seeped? But if i shake it off i will never claim my spot to deliver its motive and tell of its plot that all came from just a thought.... So is it insane to explain what goes on in my brain...without screaming it out in vain??