Promise

You are honest And I'm a fool that you can fool But in my head I thought you were also honest about our love but turns out it's all blue You were a promise Thought I'll change myself and make you proud But when you hit me I realised my promise Was all so dumb and stupid of me to do I haven't been so sad since the day I got hit by my dad And when you came to my life I had a thought it would go back to black And that was true I was a mess without you And now I'm even more hopeless You can brag to your friends of how much I loved you..... I've been sweared and told off before this moment But when you told me off in that moment I must confess I was quite happy too Now I'm sitting in my sister's room I told her about me and you She said it was the best thing for you And now I'm back to being abused