procrastinator, quitter

When I was 6 I did ballet At nine I edited photos At 12 I tried basketball Gave up and did swimming At thirteen I sang Roller skated at fifteen and played the guitar at 16 Now Im sitting in my bed wondering Why there's nothing for me here Why I don't have strength to continue To explore it deeper I'm a quitter Alone in this process that is watching the sun setting With an accomplished feeling The one I know from books But never from myself