problems

my best friend left me and I don't even know why it wasn't my fault that everything in me died I'm going through stuff you know that right no you don't because I'm always Fed up in your life I know everything about you everything that's ever happened to you I know your whole entire wardrobe I know your mom I know your father I know your siblings but what do you know about me I sit there listening to you cry and and wine but what am I doing I'm sitting there listening I don't even know why I sit there for hours wondering what's going on in your life when I should be wondering what's going on with me I'm depressed and no one even sees I sit there everyday at school and I tell you nothing cuz you never asked me if I'm okay and I know that I should tell you in front of people they can deceive me. I don't know why I cry I got so much shit going on in my life but no one even sees nobody even asks. but you were supposed to do that. you're supposed to be my best friend but you weren't you stood there in the dark of the shadows and told me all of your stuff but you never asked me about my problems now I don't even know you we're not friends so now I guess I don't have to present