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I watch from a distance never mind the asylum I am trapped in lost predicament at seize you will never believe what I've seen I thought I could be something special but you dont see that in me were suppose to be on the same team by all means be mad at me but who's your real enemy as if you cant tell because your so twisted in the head does it ring a bell pull the trigger but it's just going to get you in trouble it's not as cool as you think I'd rather just take a drink watch and learn your just a beginner I'n the world you should take my advice if you want to take a turn possibly we can be more than friends but you just care about him what about my dignity and my feelings drop dead if you betray I'm to worried about yesturday wondering what really happened when I was away what did I miss I want to say if I just decided to stay