Problematic

i am sorry it's really getting difficult for me. I am stumbling upon the words I dare not to say and still want to say. i wanted you to be mine i know it's easy to think that way. but I'll let you be with her but this is what life means bae. something is left behind among everything else. for the second time i was being true to myself. yet it chose to stay completely unforgotten it's this strange feeling. looks better with scars alongwith some of your unrecognisable trace.