Pretend

I just want to do it again feeling my body aching for the vein. My body is tense and I just want defense. I wish someone could defend me like I pretend. Pretend like I'm okay, that's the only good thing I may I want to feel good so please let me forget my childhood I just want to feel it again feeling slightly dizzy and fizzy Angry of everything even tho it was "just a small sting" "The small sting" still ripped my heart apart even if you're that smart Why do you say it's nothing then, when it ripped my heart again Just let me do it then I'm happy and maybe you will notice that I'm even more unhappy.