pretend

Thoughts are racing in my mind every night Struggles everyday that I always fight Always seek to that beautiful sunlight Hiding the pain and hold on tight Look in my eyes and see how much it glow Little did they know all that time it was just a show Stare deep down in my eye and you only see shadow Dark and black like a view in the hallow My smile symbolize as a beautiful sunrise Despite the sorrow that I always hide People tell I was fine and positive all the time I lied I'm slowly dying on the inside I'm sorry for lying but I just want to be happy I did all this so that I don't feel lonely Voices in my head are breaking me slowly All I just wanted is to be better in front of everybody