Prayer

My nerves are all over the place , I swear my life's a wreck And this is the thanks I get for sticking out my neck ? You're someone I regret , now I'm drinking triple sec Drunk off my ass , how do I keep my emotions in check ? I thought that I loved you , I was blinded by the sex Blinded by the lust and the way we used to thrust I told you all my secrets , and I thought that I could trust you... You left my heart bruised , now I'm drowning , I need some air I shared with you my darkest secrets that I buried in my lair You played with my hair, and as I cried , you said a prayer But a prayer is just that, if there is a God, please show me where ..