Pour out

I want to pour my heart out into what I write, but I don't, I don't even scream and let every feeling out because I don't understand gosh damn I used to be the amazing kid you know i don't know what happend I don't think I have ever really been happy not like actually and I don't know why is it because I was bullied or maybe be cause I'm short I'm not sure but I do know one thing for sure is that I may look like a candy on the outside but I'm sweet on the inside I'm sour if I were to cry I would I would cry every tear away I would scream my pain into each and every person's face because people have left scars that will never be erased.