Portrait on the wall

Gone are the days when u used to be here. Gone are those you used to instill fear. I always thought I was right by you but I went left. Not leaving I tried, you sent me astray . You not a mad man but u kept screaming crazy. Madness was when you used to be here and still not here. Your feels went left too quick I stayed with your body hoping you'll jump back as quick as you went. I stared at your blank facials. Didn't touch you yet you felt frigid. Blank stares, cold nights. color faded from your sight. black and white walls almost defined us. just like walls covered in paintings.