🌧️~PONDERING~⛈️

At times, I find myself pondering about the possibility of today being the day when I draw my final breath. I contemplate if this is the moment when I shed my last tear or hold the hand of a loved one for the final time. Despite my departure from this cold world, my love will endure eternally within the minds of those I leave behind. I hope that everyone will hold dear the memories we have created together, and understand that I am now liberated from the world that had both brought me immense pain and indescribable joy. In this moment, I struggle to find the perfect words to express my thoughts, but I am determined to articulate them. I pray to the Lord for forgiveness, acknowledging all the sins I have committed and the wrongs I have done. It is a realization that my final tear will not be wiped away by the comforting touch of a loved one, as I take my last breath with a sense of wonder and uncertainty.