Polyagony

This isnt obsession it is something else entirely Deep infatuation with a segmented reality Offer me an orange slice when I give you my entirety Watch and be amazed as I embrace this polyagony Leaps of faith and promising myself I can rewire me Amplifying every muted ancient insecurity Try to drown them out with echoed cacophonous purity Be my tether as I plunge myself into unsurety Help me harrow hell -- I cannot do this from within Don't let this be penance for the poet's ancient sin Show me love surrounds me -- I am surrounded by silence Purge me -- all I'm filled with is a self- inflicted violence This is a cry for help, I can't do this in my own Promise me that I won't always feel like I'm alone Say you love me early even if it is a lie Because when I hear your voice I can never say goodbye