Poem of contradictions

Roj mrityu chahu, jeevit hi rehta hu Jhut bolna chahu, Sach hi kehta hu Chahu khushi bohot , aakhir meh Dard hi sehta hu Main apno meh apne se apne aap gairo sa manta hu kuch nahi meh, dhool hu pairo ka Karan meh hi udasi inn chehron par Na rang jeevan ki