Poem?🫀

expressing, my feeling into words twisting and turning it cause afraid.. to let someone hear my real inner me all in smiles that fooled everyone Yet, carrying those eyes with tears hiding it writing day and night and it still feels good instead telling a person how their actions are wounding me over again and again than to let this piece of paper hear me let all emotions out like flow of water flow and flow~ soothing melodies about those whom truly cared about me want to let their ears hear my warmth and love which long to fly but endless thoughts on way Ray's to them! but how can I forget about those storm and a clashing thunder of those who brought be down before I could even stand up who stabbed my heart every chance they got not letting my laughter bloom making me question my self? and my worthyness holding my pen letting all that pain and laughter rhythm with those melodies each of an everyone had made, knowing I could never talk eye to eye only sing along with them but the world I sing with them and the world about them release different echoes. poetry comforts my soul when everyone aside me failed. maybe I should live in this song vt my pen and paper against the world.♡⁠