please please

gut wrenching heart aching when it strikes my mind how you're letting me bleed from you not saying a word while I worry through night and morning break down at the sight of the scenes you're posting How you had the time for everyone but im the easiest to throwaway at the time so I had to act tough knowing Ill never be enough for you to hold me through the crap Im facing Am I really not worth the time engaging not as equally weighty as the men in your life you've been wanting Yet here I am chasing, begging, yearning for people to ease the loneliness I've been carrying