Please know I love you

Pluck the strings on your guitar, Send those goosebumps to my arm, Push me out somewhere far, And protect me from their harm. Make me melt like dripping sap, Please make me feel sane, Cradle me on your lap, And clear my head from this pain, Kiss my head so I can think, Poke my skin until I'm numb, Hold me tight until I'm pink, And rub my fingers with your thumb. I wanna love you like you love me I want you to know my love is true But I can't make you happy And I don't know how to show you. I'm really bad with my feelings, Most days I just lay on the floor. And stare at the ceiling, Til I can't feel them anymore. So I'm sorry if I'm bad, Please just know I'm trying, Even when I'm sad, And even when I'm dying.