Please Forgive Me...

M... I'm sorry for all the times I took for granted the hurt I caused.. Everytime I relapsed and couldn't understand the wave I've paved .The push and pull that comes with lack of trust on both ends..The promises I'd make, but break them again .You were never to blame all the poor choices I made..I never knew how much addiction could make a person change..With so many losses gained .The deepest of pain and darkest of shade,so much regret...it has the the hell of a tree when your children are gone and alone sends the nothing left but insane .So Marshall I may not get the chance to make up for so much time lost and many debts paid .So much acid rain ,moments gone..please Forgive me. ..I was blind but now I have seen..