Please forgive me💔

I just can't stay. I need to walk away. So if you ever get a call saying I'm dead. Just know that I got bloodshed. I haven't been happy for long. Everything I do feels wrong. Forgive me for leaving you alone. But please don't call my phone. Pain is my home and I'd rather die. So when I finally do stand tall don't cry. Living in this cruel world. Promise me you won't feel unsettle. My room is my safe space. Where people don't judge and I have a place. So thats why I stay there all day. Don't worry just pray. The night I die will be the greatest. Cause I'll be free and the sweetest. Every breath I take will be loud. When I'm up in the cloud. Take care of yourself. So you don't end up like me up in the shelf. Good luck living this life. Be good don't end up using a knife.