please, change

Pictures and videos of you and him your memory on my phone in my gallery and that's not even the worst no, not that I mean it hurts too but what hurts me most is that you laughed, really laughed from your belly cause that's something you never do with me me, your daughter Tell me, is it possible for me to change us ? change, maybe to a better life a life where you don't need a man where I, we are enough for you I guess you're afraid of change but I'm afraid it will never change trust me please this one time because it can only get better without him I swear so please come back to me not to him you hear me ?