Pity

I've broken your trust I've spilled a secret and lied I know you're mad When I realized that, I cried I know it sounds pathetic But I let the tears fall My mind colored black with foul thoughts Of that being the last straw I'm really sorry I know I'm a horrible person Why do you still choose me Do you even have a reason The others told me I dressed weird and acted wrong They were right about everything Their words hurt, but they were true I thank them for not lying Life sucks but that's okay I deserve everything that happens to me I'm a horrible person Oh what a pity