Philophobia

The fear to fall inlove The fear of hurting someone's feeling or them hurting yours No matter the sweet talk and act you hear a voice saying "It's all fake,you should leave before you get hurt" And you trust the voice and push them away The heartbreak you feel of leaving the person you love just because you're scared Whenever you fall inlove you want to be with them forever but as soon as the relationship starts your mind fills up with anxiety and the urge to break up The dizzy feeling when you say "I love you" cuse you're scared they won't say it back and when they do you think its a lie It's not just overthinking It's a genuine fear that brings you to tears a constant carousel of love and fear where you don't get a break from loving and breaking at the end.