Perhaps

Perhaps the words you told me were only as ever true, as the feeling that I have when wasting time with you Perhaps every memory we are building with these lies, is drowning us in connection and we are swept away in its tides. Perhaps all of our touches both stolen and embraced, now create these lonely moments my skin can not erase Perhaps I will forget the taste but even now, I salivate, so I chase away the images finding new drugs to take its place Perhaps you're right. I'm tired Perhaps I was never for you Perhaps these thoughts meant nothing Perhaps they are our truths But perhaps it was just a way to hide all of my fears. Because I know you don't care and I am nothing without you.