People - Pleaser to Resilient

What I Did in Life? Ahh, I trusted people, despite knowing their every step, despite feeling the sharp knife every minute in my back. They told me, "Don't wear blue, wear something casual," but they were wearing their favorite colors, they were wearing nice dresses. Ouch, again a sharp pain. "It's okay," they said, "you look good." I didn't want to lose friends, so what I did in life was become a people pleaser. But, I changed, I changed for my good. Now I don't call every second person a friend. I'm not afraid to be alone; I love it. They told me, "You are not good enough." I just shooed them away. I ignored all of them. I started self-care, and now they call me stone-hearted. Just people.