People pleaser.

I'm not good enough and I would give you reasons why. or why I feel this way, but it would end up being boring about me talking about how I'm not good enough for him, how I can't fix myself well enough to help them. and it hurts. it hurts and I can't take this feeling away it's like guilt and it's hard to get rid of it when your depressed too. and I feel like a horrible person when I do that, you know? like I'm being judged or being called the "second person" because I couldn't take my time to help them. because I have issues I should focus on myself but instead I am a people pleaser. I could never focus on myself for the slightest bit. I think that's what I hate most about myself. -I.R