Pens bleed to

you could pay your life to someone for them to only rent it life is so dark it has got to be windows tinted why does it feel like I'm serving a long sentence why does my pen bleed every sentence why do I attract harsh and unforgiving women girls will play you like a basketball scrimmage my heart is just unfinished lord I don't know if you can hear my cries or see my pain I try to mask it all but I'm not bane people call me insane but only if you knew me and all my nights in the rain no drain my feelings have flooded once again my life is cruel a misguided fool but I'm not slow as I keep this flow I show no remorse of how ill slay the demons in my head come out cone out where ever you are like I said, I'm not slow and as I keep this flow I'm no longer thirsty