Paw paw (grandpa)paying my rep

feels like i drop a hundred miles down after finding out your not there knowing that you can never be found hurts your no longer there to care it hurts me knowing what you were dealing with all the drama and no longer the peace cause all peaple see is a myth its so bad you can't get no one to cease but thats not what your about and is important right now just wish i could have one more day hour min saying my last words made me go wow wish i could once more see you grin you help keep my darker days lighter you help build who i am today in the end you became my top fighter i don't like see you being gone away my last words didn't seem enough you always went out of your way helping ease my life that was rough now i can't even stop by to say hey i never had to hide who i was you were my best friend who shined no matter what i did no fuss in my world of pain you was kind rest in peace paw paw now it is your turn to feel happy when i join you im gonna give you a call thanks to you my life never became crappy