pathetic

I just want to leave. I have nothing to give or offer Nothing matters to me Guilt slips me I'm just shit waiting to be stepped on Kill me! And that it hurts So that we can feel Explode me and stain everything real with garbage so that you can rest from me Let them do what they want, they won't miss me I'm worthless, and nothing shouldn't be taken care of That's why kill me because I'm a coward and I won't be able to squeeze him Have no remorse In the end, it's mine It was to be expected that Aya would arrive early I hide my shit with a fake smile, I hide garbage in my closet and disgusting I am The ants that eat my crumbs are worth more I'm insignificant A waste I am nothing I'll never be anyone I'm an idiot Liar I don't deserve to live I want to die Flee But I'm cowardly and lazy I postpone my departure because I forget I just live and let go and just watch as I hurt those who love me Why do they do it!! Hate me, I don't want to miss me Please forget me I'm not worth remembering