Path of destruction

For so long been on this path Destroying subconsciously what once was Feelings of being a burden Oftentimes I wonder if I am good enough Just wanting to be free from pain There have been some good Bad feelings are starting to out way the good Just wanting something I can't have Having to just wait it out Trying to hold on to the grit to carry on Being told I deserve more Feelings of failure running wild deep within Just wanting to be free of it all Going deeper into isolation Letting my spirit go where no one will dare So broken deep within Sadness is just tormenting my scared hid As my pen bleeds to this paper Feelings of defeat grow stronger With each passing day By Jet