Past Tells A Story

Got me a notebook 2 write things down. I'll tell them exactly how they came about. So others can read them & then make a choice. I am doing this 2 empower them & give them a voice. 2 learn how 2 speak up & defend ones self, is 2 have the power 2 get thru life's test. So maybe it'll help 1 lost soul that's searching in life 2 know where 2 go. Durin my life I have been used, abused, lied 2, cheated on, used as a pon, been back up 4 my mom, taught to lie, filled up w many goodbyes, spit on, treated like a redheaded stepchild, told I was wild, usin drugs & a liar, kicked out-came back about, save face, been denied my own space, called names, been beat down, disfigured, verbally abused while it kept bully's amused, delt drugs, pill poppin always occured, body achin, blood racin, meth head, looked down on, called a disgrace, lied 2 n my face, been a liars backup then jacked up, been stole from, been the 1 stealin, can't tell time, will run away at the drop of a dime, sexually misused, oh yeah did I mention mentally abused, called names, been at the front line of people playin games, been ashamed, won't listen, hard-headed, do it on my own go getter, don't beg nobody for nothing, soon I discover I am somebody.TBC